Being unprepared gives me hives

Today we are packing our house up on the military post we have lived at and/or been a part of for the past three years. My husband has decided to end his time in the service and not re-up. I support him. BUT, well lets just say things could have been planned better and done before hand.

We are currently packing our ENTIRE house.We waited far too long and that is mostly my fault. We have to clear tomorrow. I'm am so mad at us. At him for just generally being unhelpful and at myself for not taking the initiative. I HATE packing. Hate it.. kill-it-with-fire kind of hate. I'm also angry because, despite hating where we are moving to I have agreed it is what is best. Until now, now, where we are looking at leaving this weekend(after living in a motel for two days) to put our belongings in storage and me and our three young children live with some of his relatives, for at least a week while he comes back to finish clearing for terminal leave. O.o

That's right, we still don't have a house to move into. So, I am going to move into a house where people smoke inside with our three children (all under the age of six), no. I don't think so. We are adults are we not? I hate this. I feel so unprepared because, well duh, we are.

On top of that, we went to get the moving truck, had to drive an hour and a half away to get one that MIGHT be big enough, and I drove our mini van back, he drove the U-haul.. he still isn't back.

I'm starting to itch...

Here's the moral... when you move, be prepared, or your slightly OCD spouse is probably going to flip out on you.

UPDATE: I feel really bad about this, but hubby broke down. What's worse.. I saw him on the side of the rode, or, rather, I saw a U-HAUL truck on the side of the rode, and I drove right on by. O.o So they towed the truck back and dropped him off at home but we have NO TRUCK to put our belongings in and won't until tomorrow afternoon probably.. which is a problem.. seeing as our clearing inspection is tomorrow at 0900 and we aren't pack and can't pack until we have that truck.. So.. yeah.

New moral. Always charge your cell phone and don't oversleep when your spouse needs you. My bad. -.-